Sometimes i wonder why i feel this way. Sometimes i wonder why i hold myself back. Sometimes i wonder about certain consequences in life.

Sometimes i wonder whether things are real. Sometimes i wonder if certain people actually care. Sometimes i wonder why things happen. Sometimes i wonder why i feel betrayed. Sometimes i wonder why.

Sometimes i wonder that maybe the only thing holding us back is that voice inside our head. Sometimes i wonder why i talk to myself.

Sometimes when i think back, whenever i cook for someone, that person will eventually end up out of my life. Sometimes I should cook more often.

But... sometimes i just don't give a shit.