Wandering through this city street,

Gazing upon the shadows near my feet,

The stillness of night so soothing,

With this breeze ever so cooling.

And in this moment. I pause. But why so?

Could it be the sudden realization of truth? Or is it because, within that single solitary moment, i felt...

alive.

To feel the way i do, makes me feel a sense of satisfaction. In order to feel this miserable, is only because, i have felt something amazing before. I had the good, and the bad. But to have the good, i have to have the bad as well. I'm not a tortured soul. I'm not a living a life of pain. It sure does hurt.

But despite this, i love life.

Well yeah i'm sad.

But at the same time, i'm happy,

that there is something out there

that can make me feel this sad.

it makes me feel alive.

it makes me feel human.

the only way i could feel this sad now,

is only because i felt something really good before.

So i have to take the bad with the good.

So i guess what i'm feeling...

is like

a beautiful sadness.

i guess it sounds stupid.

But despite this turn of events,

i continue walking down this street.

With my headphones on, listening to what soothes my soul.

Darling, lets dance together in the rain.